1 Year

It's crazy to think how much my life has changed in a year. To think of everything I have been through blows my mind and almost doesn't seem real. A year ago today I started dating my son's father. I don't quite know how to feel about this. I want to be happy because this last year has kicked my butt and made me stronger but I want to almost to grieve the lost of the relationship and friendship. I'm going to just live today as make new memories from now on. I have decided on instead of hseeing places or things we did and being sad that I will take the memory in and then make a new one there. I have my son and a new family, I'm a better person now.

Love , T

"Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy."
- Leo Buscaglia

2 Months

Wow! Time seriously flies! My little man turned 2 months old yesterday. I can’t believe that it has been this long; I know it’s not forever but I have come so far for 2 months. I have had my good days and bad ones but I always know that there is tomorrow. I have started work up again, started working out, have had tons of family come to visit and a cousin come home from his mission. I am rarely home anymore!! So since my chubbester turned a month I have had some fun times. I have gone to a Indian festival , spent a weekend at my girlfriend’s apartment with her roommates, seen movies, gone to sushi many times (I have a lot of time to make up for, ha) I have gone shooting, and have worked like crazy!!! I’m starting school soon and I am so excited. I have been hanging gout with a birth mom friend a lot and sometimes I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have her in my life. We spend a lot of time together and I love it! I was asked to be a part of a project with an adoptive mom who is a photographer.  She is having 10 birth moms and 10 adoptive families get photographed and videotaped. After she is going to make a video, to teach people about adoption. I am so excited and honored to have been asked to be apart and to help with this. My life has been so good lately and I can’t wait for the next year. I have a feeling that this summer is going to be good!!!

Love T

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t so than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”

-Mark Twain